||[Nov. 19th, 2004|10:01 pm]
I'm back .. feeling very weird. Mourning a person I barely knew. Trying to move away the fact that life's unfair. That all the sweet persons can't live in this cruel world. It's so .. strange. |
When people get sad .. or depressed, they get so much wisdom. Well, mostly when they're sad, depression is so selfish. I'm realizing how selfish I am. Listening to some friend of mine talking how annoyed he is by his friend over some stupid fight.
When being sad, you realize how so much is just plain stupid and not worthy to make a deal about.
I'm just searching for someone to give my love to now. Fallen too deep to be selfish enough to be depressed.
"Someone has to die for the rest of us to appriciate life."
Note: School shootings are cliché,try suicide.